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The No Fault Zone

7/27/2017

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Where is the place
where I stop blaming you for
what you said or didn't say,
where I cease from judging myself
for what I did or didn't do,
where labels are washed away
like words from a newspaper,
yesterday's headlines no longer
the truth of who we are?
 
Come meet me where the heart is ripe 
with the remembrance of metta,
where we are no longer 
arguing about forbidden fruit
and what led to The Fall.
Our amnesia for the sacred will 
keep fueling old stories
till we breathe into vulnerability,
and it begins to feel like home.

 
After some challenging experiences this month and a conversation with my mentor, I realize that it's hard to wake up in the relative realm when past hurt and future expectations pull me away from this moment. In the absolute realm, I catch glimpses of the no fault zone, and how peaceful it is here. When I'm tired of blaming others or judging myself, the Universe asks me to sit still and get quiet. Breathing into the vulnerability, I know it's the only peaceful way to make this body, this life, feel like home. From this place, there is the possibility of doing small great things.

If the poem resonates, great. If not, it's not a problem. May each sit, each word spoken or written, each insight you experience be for the benefit of all beings everywhere without exception.

“If I cannot do great things, I can do small things in a great way.”
― Martin Luther King Jr.
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Kind Communication

7/23/2017

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Kind communication is at the forefront of my attention. Offering kind communication meditation and writing workshops, studying wise speech through the DPP6 program this month, and engaging in conversations with family, friends, and coworkers have all supported this attention.

The following are some insights offered based on my experiences in communication. It is by no means a comprehensive list, the ‘right’ way to communicate, or the final word on kind communication. It is a work in progress just as I am a student of life – a being forever growing and changing to learn and understand.

1. Kind communication is not about being right or having the last word. You need to be able to express your point of view (POV), your needs with the willingness to make space for other possibilities.

2. Judging the other person for his/her POV contracts the heart and creates a moat rather than a bridge of understanding.

3. When you judge yourself, you abandon the one being in this world most likely to understand, love, and accept you as you are.

4. What does it mean to send metta wishes to yourself? What is your definition of happiness, wellness, safety, and peace?

5. Get curious about the other person’s reality. Ask questions with genuine interest. Practice metta for them. What is her/his definition of happiness, wellness, safety, and peace?

These insights are not easy to put into practice. Wise speech requires intention, attention, and awareness. To remember intention, I try to recite the Five Precepts each morning, with one precept particularly devoted to wise speech. Mindfulness meditation, yoga, periodically checking in with body and breath, hiking, and reflective journaling support present moment attention to any discomfort I’m feeling. They also expand awareness to past hurt and future expectations that discourage a meaningful exchange of words.

As humans, we are given the unique gift of communication through verbal, written, and body language. May it be kind.

Note: This post was not born from easy communication with others, or a natural knack for wise speech. The exchanges were labored, but I wouldn’t go back in time and change a thing. May the benefit of these experiences be shared by all beings everywhere without exception. No mud, no lotus. No confusion, no insight.

Resources:

Nonviolent Communication Practice Groups

​Mindful Communication Online Course

6 Points of Mindful Communication, Giving and Receiving Feedback (pg 2,3)

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Mindful Maternal Instinct

7/13/2017

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Bumblebee and blue flowers by Suren Nersisyan            

“But there will be lots of insects, especially bees!”

I hear the hesitation in my daughter’s voice. For a moment, I feel annoyed. Underneath this lies my own apprehension. She’s been to this overnight camp at Foothill Park a few times before. Why is she scared now?

I start to help her dodge what’s present. “Think of s’mores, a camp fire, no Indian food, no parents, your friend and camp counselors with you underneath the stars.” I’m trying to bring some mindfulness and compassion to this scene. But it feels like I’m avoiding fear.

Before we sleep, I text her some metta phrases to help her hold fear more tenderly, to remind her of joy standing nearby.

May you be happy with s’mores and a warm fire.
May you be well with your friend and the camp counselors.
May you feel safe with Sky, Whaly (her stuffed animal dolphin and whale), and the stars guiding you.
May you be peaceful on the bed of Mother Earth (she has taken care of me and I know she will take care of you).

As we’re driving to Mitchell Park Library the next morning where a bus will take the kids to Foothill Park, my daughter still expresses fear. Yesterday, it was a problem for me, but today, it’s somehow welcome. I ask if she is willing to do a short watercolor guided meditation. “You’re so cheesy, Mom!” She half-heartedly agrees.

“Picture the bee. What color is it?”

“Yellow and black.”

“What color would feel safe around the bee?”

“Blue.”

“OK, paint a big streak of blue around the bee. What color is love?”

“Red.”

“Now paint a big streak of red around the blue that’s around the bee.”

Before I can continue, we’re at the spot where she sees the camp counselors and overnight bags lining the curb. “Look, Mom. There they are.”

I do my best to hide the disappointment at the unexpected interruption. “Yes, we are.”

After parking and unloading, we hug each other, and it’s time to say goodbye. “Have fun. Love you.”

Driving away, I wonder if it would have been more useful to help my daughter breathe directly into the discomfort of fear she was feeling in her body. Oh, well. What’s done is done.

Dear One,
May you be happy with s’mores and a warm fire.
May you be well with your friend and the camp counselors.
May you feel safe with Sky, Whaly (her stuffed animal dolphin and whale), and the stars guiding you.
May you be peaceful on the bed of Mother Earth (she has taken care of me and I know she will take care of you).

There will be time to learn mindfulness of body sensations. For now, colors work for my daughter. She loves art. I’ll trust my maternal intuition. That must count for something!


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